23/1/2011 Prayer

Now I'm lost ...I can't see the road in front of me I can't  take decision anymore...Hope God make me a way..I don't wanna lost in the high way road...is a bit messy in my head now...too many burden too many stress ...I hope i won't screw up again...I believe things happen for a reason; hope my faith will lead me  a way out.. I believe days can gets better ,maybe not soon but one day someday It will get better. I know I'm not alone there is someone with me....pray...I pray the problem will be solve...one day...

My Dream

Do you ever have a dream? My dream is become a psychiatrist and psychologist ...using music to help people ...i hope i can help people to change their life... everyone have their emotional hurts.. someone have a space in their heart people that don't understand i want to know their story and help them..I'm curious about emotion things...sometime it helps you sometime it drag you into a mud that you cant get out..Just keep sinking...Music is a soul that can calm our heart.. Music is made from the feeling/emotion inside us it describe our feeling..And Art is a kind of thing that express what is deep inside in your heart the picture you see...I want to study psychology someday...I'll success don't said it just a dream I know reality is cruel ..Because that tomorrow you will harvest the seeds you sow today. What kind of seeds do you need to sow today, so tomorrow turns into the dream you have always wanted? 

5/1/2011

Do you Ever look back in ur life? in the new year.... new test, new experience of life come. in the beginning new statement of my life I'll try to give a new impression.For the experience i gain in pass made me mature made me new in this year. experience is gain by days by the thing i pass through maybe tear maybe happiness.. I will written down the feeling i have every time because i scared someday I'm forgot who I'm ....