6/12/2010

I'm scared ...I can't trust anyone anymore.... when I'm sad.... when I'm trouble I need a friend that willing to listen ...But.. when i ran into a situation who really concern? I have a lonely heart who will understand? everyday I'm playing fools I just trying to fix the hole inside my heart somewhere empty... but..I'm just making myself felt stupid... I'm losing myself... I'm scared... i really dun know how to face it.. I think i need some time to recover ... hope time can change my thought..... 

3/12/2010

Every time when I gone into difficulty.. I'll tell myself ..Pass Through All the difficulty will strengthen my heart.....Every mistake I make Every mess I make I'm shame for it now I'm changing But the impression i gave is too hard to change it ...Please trust me!  i know i just need to proof .. but once i fail and lost ur trust ..even i change will you trust me again? These questions border me a long time... now i realize.....these is just a matter of time..... 




   Time...can change your thoughts...

29/11/2010

Everything's happen so fast... the year gonna end everything change everyone change.. for all the travel and things we pass through this year is time to put a fullstops and keep in my memory's .From now on your travel will be miles away~ Faithful friends will gather together . A New state of life a new target ...gather ur tears and put into ur pocket  put the smile on ur face.    

12/11/2010

  Time slips away from my hand i know i can't travel back and change things i regret....i missed... slowly time become to memory's  Now I'm trying to keeping a good memory for...me... 
   The foot step i left.... i don't want to waste my life... Because life only have once. Once i imagine  when i'm getting old...and telling the story's of my life to kid's  ....  i smile...  


Time....sometime we wish the time could move faster~ sometime we wish we could stop at that moment........

10/11/2010

Time Just like sand slips away from my hand. I almost forget the time... Step through my life..  Left away my foot step. Now is the new state of my life...I'll keep the memory in my heart deeply inside my heart..I'll always remember the smile i had... the tears drooped.... I Bury In my heart   forever ~   

11/4/2010

How Could I Describe Today ... Learn that Dream and Reality Have a Big Distance. In Dream I can slow down the time or fast-forward But in reality Time isn't in my hand =]  In reality we always have to make a afford to gain something .Reality always so hard to live at. In Reality we must learn to communicate But in dream we can control everything.... We can't control anything at all if Isn't God given us.Reality always so painful But"All the difficult , tears and sweat will strengthen our heart" have dream is a good thing but if you get addicted to it ,It Become a drug slowly eating you away.  Wake up! Don't depress anymore Because "  All the difficult , tears and sweat will strengthen our heart" .By the way i found a nice song today -->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDZtXmVZtFg&feature=share             

30/10/2010 -My Passion In Chirst

Once i question what is love ...What does love look like? is the question Ive been pondering...What does love look like? I sat down and a little frustrated and confused... Then i found a song "Arms wide Open"  The link -->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2ZCIp0HiRo . Then i find out What does love look like.Love can be simple it also can be so hard .My soul is thirsty ...As the deer pants for the water, my soul longs for You 
As the body dies without water, my soul dies without You
 All my tears You hold in a bottle; You will pour them out like rain
Weeping endures for the night, for the night
But joy comes in the morning, joy comes in the morning...

    " Soul cry" The link-->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ngQaKba-8A&feature=related