3/9/2012

好久没回来写东西了...时间过得很快...也经历了很多东西...明天就要去新学校了...陌生的环境和新的挑战..虽然还是有点怕和紧张...也许是周围没有朋友依靠的关系..但我很开心..因为这是一个让我独立的机会...我和不想再一直依靠别人....这几年一直遇到的挫折..我一次都没逃避...从没放弃的信念让好不容易的走到这里了...所以我不会放弃的！ 虽然付出了很多的努力但现在和人家还有很大的 差距面对的挑战也比一般人多...虽然一开始我有抱怨..但现在我明白了...经历这些也不是一件坏事..反倒能让我成长..我成为家里的一线希望了...哥哥姐姐都没有很大的成就...剩下我能继续的读书...所以我更不能放弃..对家人对神对自己的承诺..我一定要实现...如果我连这些承诺都守不住的话...我就太失败的..作为一个儿子或学生或16岁的少年... 努力吧！还有机会的...

1/3/2011 Let go..

Sometimes...Letting go is a difficult Thing... Peoples Always think That Giving up is a "Coward" ways.. But why don't you Try Look things in another ways?another view point?"You Have to Lay down the Rock in ur hand, To get a Better Rock. If you keep holding the Rock in ur hand you cant get a better one, maybe this rock isn't suit you? why don't you let it go?The Main Point of this is "Suit or Not?" Even thought you like it But it does mean You gonna Have it...

25/2/2011 Gods Plans

Once i doubt, Is Jesus The Real God?Why He Never Answer My Prayer ?Why the Things Happened This way?...So I pray ...God Please Prove to me if you hear my prayer and You are the one...And i questions Why God Did not  Answer my Prayer?.. At the same Day...God answered ... That night I went to CG As known as Cell Group ...A friend of my says Everything's is Not a coincidence Its God plans ...As we know We must have cause then have Effect .. I still remember the small story he share for us... 

       'One day,A guy Walking Towards The bus stop..When he almost reach the bus stop... he randomly Step on a Broken glasses..He Was so angry...And he Blame god For Not protecting him... A Guy who walk beside him reach the bus stop...Suddenly a Car Crash towards the bus stop...The guy who blaming god Got Shock...And He cry...He was wrong...Isn't God don't want to protect Him...is God already Have his plan...God sometime let this things to happened To prevent The Terrible things To Happens ..If  God took away that broken glasses,He would be the one to die.."

After i hear that story....I felt sorry for God...And My faith in Christ Grow stronger...well I just wanna said "God Does Answers Prayer!!" =) Well that's all for today...Hope your problem solve well reading the story I share ..    

23/1/2011 Prayer

Now I'm lost ...I can't see the road in front of me I can't  take decision anymore...Hope God make me a way..I don't wanna lost in the high way road...is a bit messy in my head now...too many burden too many stress ...I hope i won't screw up again...I believe things happen for a reason; hope my faith will lead me  a way out.. I believe days can gets better ,maybe not soon but one day someday It will get better. I know I'm not alone there is someone with me....pray...I pray the problem will be solve...one day...

My Dream

Do you ever have a dream? My dream is become a psychiatrist and psychologist ...using music to help people ...i hope i can help people to change their life... everyone have their emotional hurts.. someone have a space in their heart people that don't understand i want to know their story and help them..I'm curious about emotion things...sometime it helps you sometime it drag you into a mud that you cant get out..Just keep sinking...Music is a soul that can calm our heart.. Music is made from the feeling/emotion inside us it describe our feeling..And Art is a kind of thing that express what is deep inside in your heart the picture you see...I want to study psychology someday...I'll success don't said it just a dream I know reality is cruel ..Because that tomorrow you will harvest the seeds you sow today. What kind of seeds do you need to sow today, so tomorrow turns into the dream you have always wanted? 

5/1/2011

Do you Ever look back in ur life? in the new year.... new test, new experience of life come. in the beginning new statement of my life I'll try to give a new impression.For the experience i gain in pass made me mature made me new in this year. experience is gain by days by the thing i pass through maybe tear maybe happiness.. I will written down the feeling i have every time because i scared someday I'm forgot who I'm .... 

Isaac Shepard - "Memories Never Fade"

6/12/2010

I'm scared ...I can't trust anyone anymore.... when I'm sad.... when I'm trouble I need a friend that willing to listen ...But.. when i ran into a situation who really concern? I have a lonely heart who will understand? everyday I'm playing fools I just trying to fix the hole inside my heart somewhere empty... but..I'm just making myself felt stupid... I'm losing myself... I'm scared... i really dun know how to face it.. I think i need some time to recover ... hope time can change my thought..... 

3/12/2010

Every time when I gone into difficulty.. I'll tell myself ..Pass Through All the difficulty will strengthen my heart.....Every mistake I make Every mess I make I'm shame for it now I'm changing But the impression i gave is too hard to change it ...Please trust me!  i know i just need to proof .. but once i fail and lost ur trust ..even i change will you trust me again? These questions border me a long time... now i realize.....these is just a matter of time..... 




   Time...can change your thoughts...

29/11/2010

Everything's happen so fast... the year gonna end everything change everyone change.. for all the travel and things we pass through this year is time to put a fullstops and keep in my memory's .From now on your travel will be miles away~ Faithful friends will gather together . A New state of life a new target ...gather ur tears and put into ur pocket  put the smile on ur face.    

12/11/2010

  Time slips away from my hand i know i can't travel back and change things i regret....i missed... slowly time become to memory's  Now I'm trying to keeping a good memory for...me... 
   The foot step i left.... i don't want to waste my life... Because life only have once. Once i imagine  when i'm getting old...and telling the story's of my life to kid's  ....  i smile...  


Time....sometime we wish the time could move faster~ sometime we wish we could stop at that moment........

10/11/2010

Time Just like sand slips away from my hand. I almost forget the time... Step through my life..  Left away my foot step. Now is the new state of my life...I'll keep the memory in my heart deeply inside my heart..I'll always remember the smile i had... the tears drooped.... I Bury In my heart   forever ~   

11/4/2010

How Could I Describe Today ... Learn that Dream and Reality Have a Big Distance. In Dream I can slow down the time or fast-forward But in reality Time isn't in my hand =]  In reality we always have to make a afford to gain something .Reality always so hard to live at. In Reality we must learn to communicate But in dream we can control everything.... We can't control anything at all if Isn't God given us.Reality always so painful But"All the difficult , tears and sweat will strengthen our heart" have dream is a good thing but if you get addicted to it ,It Become a drug slowly eating you away.  Wake up! Don't depress anymore Because "  All the difficult , tears and sweat will strengthen our heart" .By the way i found a nice song today -->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDZtXmVZtFg&feature=share             

30/10/2010 -My Passion In Chirst

Once i question what is love ...What does love look like? is the question Ive been pondering...What does love look like? I sat down and a little frustrated and confused... Then i found a song "Arms wide Open"  The link -->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2ZCIp0HiRo . Then i find out What does love look like.Love can be simple it also can be so hard .My soul is thirsty ...As the deer pants for the water, my soul longs for You 
As the body dies without water, my soul dies without You
 All my tears You hold in a bottle; You will pour them out like rain
Weeping endures for the night, for the night
But joy comes in the morning, joy comes in the morning...

    " Soul cry" The link-->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ngQaKba-8A&feature=related

29/10/2010 - A Pastor Speach

A day i realize =]~ Today a pastor come to our school, He said now modern day every car need a "GPS"  to find the way. Question is what is the "GPS" in our life? Answer is Bible . "Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth"  Bible  like a instruction menu is important to read it .He said church is a place you can change yourself .As a example infount  got a traffic jam if we still move on we will just waste the time we have "Life is short" why we go to the wrong way? Someday you will "U turn" Why won't you turn to the right way now? Think about it! Church is a good place to change yourself .Prayer is need everyday pray to God and He will give you peace in heart. Not just physical Peace but your heart will have peace.   

  Above this is part of my understanding so i wrote it out =] 

26/10/2010

A awesome day i guess =] lol celebrate my best friend birthday. Guess what he get a "condom" as a Birthday gift lol those prank !! Btw i have a free lunch at his house XD  kidding~  Same line "A blessed day i guess"  hope tomorrow we can get back and focuses on study Because the Exam is near =]  

    

25/10/2010

What a day~ Today is my sis birthday i was so happy for her =] Lol Tomorrow is my Best pal birthday. Blessed day i think. Have fun at my best pal "Yew" house today ~Hope tomorrow he will have a blessed birthday. =] 

24/10/2010

Quite fun today, Done well in power point today at church service =] jogging with beven at the evening he said train my "stamina" Lol  quite tired. As usual we would chat about what happen in the week =] back to the home I found a song---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7kIKkqhn0k&feature=player_embedded   i love it XD !  Tomorrow is a brand new day. Hope tomorrow is a good day =]

About Myself.

Name:Vincent
Age:14
Interested In Music often Jogging and doing some sport.Have interest In some Music instrument and I'm learning Guitar now.Like to watch "Mentalist" the show, Maybe that's why i have interest in psychology.I like to do experiment to solve the "mystery" not just reading the dead boring books .Love the word "passion" It encourage me to never give up so easy but depend  to the things and the reason.Sometime i like noise because make me feel I'm part of the world and keep me awake =].sometime i like to stay alone quietly. life is like that. Everyone need a silence moment. The important part is we must have a friend. I rather to have one good friend then many friend.Thanks God let me have more then one good friend.. Once i was in depression they help me out. "once i was lost in the highway road, but i have found my way at the last" =]. Yea i should add one more hobby "writing at the blog" is a good way and good place to express my feelings.